Three posts was all it took for Satan to take a hold of me and place my wants elsewhere. Three posts ago I spoke about Pursuit. I was provided with a tab of Bible Verses to read daily. I was so encouraged and motivated when I made the decision to follow those daily readings. It wasn't much, just a chapter a day, about 15 minutes total. Needless to say, I'm over a month behind on those readings. Our flesh is so weak!
A friend mentioned to me this weekend that he was keeping up with this short-lived blog and noticed I hadn't posted anything in some time. That has been settling in my the pit of my stomach since. Wondering why I had fallen so easily? Well, I think I fell for the exact same reason that Peter fell when he stepped out from the boat. I turned my focus from God to the storm around me. Instead of focusing on the words I was reading, hearing. writing and experiencing, I was focusing on the stats of this Blog. This blog is not here to boost my moral, but to help keep me accountable for my walk with Christ.
I think my first mistake is that I made a schedule to write, but you can't put our Father on a schedule. So, I don't know when I will be posting, it may be minutes from this one or weeks from it; I don't know what it will be about, all I know is that I will be posting again.